**This is a post from March of 2014, that I never posted**
A lot of crazy wonderful things are happening in my life right now. Most of which I don't want to share over my blog, yet.. maybe one day. But I do want to share this:
First off I have been following the promptings of the spirit in many, small, ways in my life - AND I have been doing extra scripture study - I think these prepared me for this oportunity.
I had a temple swap set up for my girls. I was going on Wednesday and my friend, Christina, was watching my girls, and then I was watching her girls on Thursday so she could go. I had to drop my girls off by 9:30 and make it to the 10:00 session - so I could pick my girls up by 1:00 because Christina had to leave and my girls had to nap, and I had an appointment with a friend at my house at 1:30.
I knew my recommend expired in March - but before I left for the temple I wanted to double check to make sure it wasn't February - I looked, it was March (phew, I could still go) and INSTEAD of putting it back in my wallet I set in on the counter - why? I don't know... stupidity.
I drop my girls off, went to the temple, and discovered I didn't have my recommend - I drove all the way home to get it and then I notice my car is really, truly on empty and I NEEDED gas NOW. At this point I have already missed the 10:00 session and am now risking missing the 10:30 session (we live anywhere between 6 - 15 minutes from the temple depending on traffic). I decided that I have to do initiatories. I got gas but when I finally got back to the temple it turned out that I DID make it in time for the 10:30 session - but I had already gotten excited for initiatories.... what do I do? The thought came to my mind, all this happened for you to do initiatories. Really? It sounds like my craziness is why it happened (for got my recommend, ran out of gas, etc). So I thought, session. no, initiatories, no session, no initiatories. Finally I just made up my mind, initiatories - it wasn't a strong prompting - but I just knew I wouldn't feel peace doing a session.
I got out of the temple earlier than expected because I did initiatories rather than a session, I kind of thought I might go get a quick lunch, since it was 12 and I was alone. Then I got a text from the Sister missionaries telling me that they had a woman with 2 little girls that the were teaching and she wanted to come do a temple grounds tour right now with her 2 girls. They thought I would be perfect to come with and bring my girls. I ran back to my friend's house and picked up my girls and ran back to the temple and pulled in at the same time the sisters did. We spent a great afternoon at the temple with this investigator talking about the church and watching our girls play with the fountains and flowers. Had I not forgotten my recommend, or needed gas, I would have gone to my 10 o cock session, picked up my girls at 1:00 and gotten a voicemail from the missionaries about how they needed my help... but it would have been too late.
We never know when we are on the Lord's errand. I have found that He is better able to use me when I am DOING things and have a PLAN and being PRODUCTIVE - he typically inserts things into my day and ruins MY plan and things get off track - but to me that is a sign I am on His errand. If I don't plan things and I am just being lazy or flying by the seat of my pants he usually doesn't bother with me and I end up only doing things that NEED to get done. This was a good day. A day to remember that He is in charge - even when it seems like He isn't.