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I know our top picture is incredibly out of date - but I love it because it captures perfectly my life at one point. So it will stay.

Saturday, September 19, 2020

Eve's Blessing Shoot

For Eve's blessing dress I felt like she needed a short dress.  For all my kids' blessing outfits I felt strongly about a certain style or type - and I knew it when I saw it.  Both my older girls had long gown type dresses.  When it came to picking out Eve's dress I felt drawn to the short simple ones.  She was also blessed in a blanket crocheted her maternal great-great grandmother.  I was blessed in it and both her sister's were blessed in it.

Here are a TON of cute Evee pictures in her blessing dress.  Some are duplicates - but I don't have time to figure that out right now.  So your just getting them all.















I have loved the way my flowers turned out this year and really wanted to get some with her.  She was not cooperating - I meant to go back out another time and try again - but it never happened.  So I didn't get the shot I wanted - but oh well






I LOVE the detail in her dress.  It is such a simple dress but also very detailed and beautiful... it was perfect!





 

Friday, September 18, 2020

Daily Inspirations

 The prophet has been talking a lot about receiving personal revelation and having the constant influence of the Holy Ghost in our lives.  This was his first message as a new prophet to the church.  He taught us how to "grow into the 'principle of revelation' " (a term that has been used since Joseph Smith but I had never heard).  I took his counsel to heart and have followed through with exactness on how to pray, receive the Holy Ghost, to have revelations daily, and then follow through.  And I can honestly say, over the last 2 years I have *started* to "grow into the principle of revelation".  I pray with a notebook and pen and write down every thought that comes into my head, I ask specific questions, and I receive specific answers.  As I try to follow through with my promptings throughout my day I get more.  Sometimes I don't recognize the promptings - but afterwards the Holy Ghost will show me the missed prompting/opportunity.  I acknowledge, evaluate why I missed it, repent, and ask the Lord to help me see those opportunities BEFORE or in the moment next time and that I will be in tune enough to recognize.  

It has been life changing and I understand what he means when he says we will not be able to survive spiritually with out this constant help.

I need it.  Oh how I need it.  I especially need it with these 6 kids.  When the kids came back from Utah I asked Heavenly Father what I needed to focus on.  Two phrases came to my heart and mind.  

Be Intentional.  

Be Present.  

What ever kid I am with - that is who I am with and focus on that kid.  Don't think about the baby, or the toddler, or the upcoming soccer practice, or dinner, or the to do list.  Be with that child, in that moment.  This is also true with Jason.  I need to be with Jason when I am with Jason.  Really listen to him.  Really talk to him.  Not trying to rush my time with him to the next thing.  Be intentional.  I have to still be intentional, especially with spiritual matters.  I need to create moments, create opportunities, create time.  I need to think about the end goal and be intentional about how to get there.  I am good at this until about 3:00 - then I kind of go on auto-pilot.  But I am grateful for what i can do between 7 am and 3 pm.

In the last 2 weeks another word has come to me.  Gather.  This has been a strong prompting.  I need to gather my kids.  With hybrid learning, kids back in activities, 2 different schools/schedules - we are off going in different directions right off the bat.  I need to gather by children and when they are gathered use that time to be present and intentional.  I asked, "how do I best gather them and when?"  I got a clear answer, "food".  Weird, I thought.  "No, that is what I use." He said.  Jesus often used food to gather his apostles, disciples, followers, and those just curious to create teaching moments.  Feeding the 5000, the fish and honey comb after resurrection, not to mention He gathers us every Sunday for the Sacrament.  Food is meant to be gathered around.  It works amazingly well.  If all the kids are all around the house and I make something (scrambled eggs, smoothy, popcorn, whatever), they all come, they all  sit, and we can talk.  Sometimes during the day the word "gather" will just pop into my head.  I go into the kitchen, make something and instantly we are all gathered.  The spirit comes, and I realize I am growing into the principle of revelation.

Tuesday, September 15, 2020

Eve's Blessing

Eve was blessed in our home on Sunday August 16th.  It was a very different blessing than usual - due to Covid of course.  But still special none-the-less.  My mom was coming out to visit in the middle of August so we figured we should do it while SOME family was there.  Everyone else zoomed in. 

We had the Hanna group (Ashley no pictured), Grandma and Grandpa Herbert, the Birchs, Jon Herbert, the Michael Hanna family, the Toblers, and Aunt Katie.

Brock got to hold the chrome book in the circle like he held the microphone at Dane's blessing.


The Weister's were able to come.
And my mom tried hoard to keep Dane entertained.



Eve was a dream.  She was quiet and asleep for her whole blessing.  Jason gave a wonderful blessing.  I love how thoughtful he is about each of our child's blessings.  He prepares well and is very inspired.  One of the great things about not having her blessing at church is I got this awesome picture of her in her circle. 

It was an unusually small circle this time.  No grandpa's, Uncles, or friends.  It was supposed to just be Jason and the Bishop (Bishop Prusse).  The morning of the blessing Bishop text to ask if he could bring Garrett Beckstead.  Neither Jason or I know Garrett very well.  His family used to live in the ward when he was a teenager.  He was inactive and pretty wild.  They moved and in the last 6 months he moved back into the ward boundaries.  During Covid he and bishop got together and Bishop helped reactivate him and he is now going on a mission.  He had just gotten the Melchizedek priesthood the week before and Bishop was eager for him to have some priesthood experience.  I thought it was a weird ask.  We don't know him, and are already were sad to be missing so much family.  To have a small circle and have 30% a stranger seemed odd.  But we are not going to deny him a priesthood experience.  It ended up being kind of sweet and I told Eve her first spiritual church ordinance she did service, and that was a great way to start out her life!


Afterwards we went outside and took way to many pictures - but I LOVE THEM ALL!  

It is funny because I got my flower beds all ready and beautiful so they could be the back drop of our photos.  But my family it to big!!  We cover all the flowers.  What a wonderful problem. 





All the kids, except for Noah, wanted pictures with Eve.









We got some precious ones of her and Dane inside. 
We weren't at church, we didn't have a lot of family, we didn't have a party, or luncheon, or even dessert after... but it might have just been my favorite blessing.