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I know our top picture is incredibly out of date - but I love it because it captures perfectly my life at one point. So it will stay.

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Zoo

Last week we had one good day of weather so me and a friend took our kids to the zoo for the evening.  Late afternoon/evening is the best time to do stuff like that  - no field trip crowds.  Thanks to a dear friend I was able to get a zoo pass.  I am so so so excited - I have been dreaming every night about our fun summer zoo trips.  This is the ultimate pass - three free adults and 5 free kids - PLUS unlimited train and merry-go-round rides - that is worth a million dollars right there in my kids' eyes.

So we rode the train a few time. 
Ivy, Olivia, Wes, Brock, and Noah
Megan on the train

Then we rode the carousel several times.  Weird that they all wanted to sit on the peacock bench instead of the animals that go up and down - kids are funny sometimes.

Natalie and Jillian - she is about three months old - so cute!



It was a quick trip - about an hour and a half.  but when it is free it doesn't matter - no stress about "getting your money's worth" - that is what I LOVE about passes.

I will TRY not to overwhelm you with zoo pictures this summer - but I can't make any promises :)

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Ashley

This is my little sister Ashley - and she is wonderful, for many reasons.  One of which is that she graduated with her bachelors in finance from the University of Utah a few weeks ago.  I am SO SO proud of her.  She is amazing, I can't believe how hard she worked and how focused she was on her goal.
After she graduated I found out she is the first woman on my dad's side to get a Bachelor's degree (ever), the first grandchild on my dad's side to get a Bachelor's degree (and she is like number 16), AND the second PERSON ever on my dad's side to get a Bachelor's degree (the first being my dad).  I didn't know any of that. 

Pridefully - I think if I would have known that I might have prioritized it a little more - you know - being the first is cool.  I am only like 16 - 20 credits away.  But she deserves it more anyways.


I am so glad I got to be there.  I almost didn't make it.  It was a hard day to get away, by myself, for several hours, things just weren't working out.  But Jason insisted I be there and made it all happen.  THANK YOU!
My little brother Michael
Me

Ashley also went through the temple for her first time last Saturday.  It has been a special month for Ashley - she is just growing up so much :)

But seriously I am so proud of her and appreciate everything she does for me.  She is the best little sister and an awesome aunt.  Ashley is becoming quite the wonder woman and I cannot wait to see what her future has in store.

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Better than Christmas

What could be better than Christmas you might ask??

Well at our house 2 things.  Dirt and a tractor.

And last week we got both.  We finally finished our backyard - and it is beautiful!!  But before we get to that.  The dirt.

We stood on our front porch when a big dump truck came and dumped this dirt on our RV pad - Noah said immediately, as the dirt was dumping, 'I need my tractors".  It was about the cutest thing I had heard my whole life.  He ran inside grabbed all of his tractors in his arms and brought them out to the dirt pile.  

He was in heaven... so the thought.

Until...


This bobcat showed up at our house.
Noah sat like this in our front yard (with tractor in hand)for almost 2 hours (never moved a muscle) and watched this bobcat haul dirt into our backyard.

He was in heaven... so he thought.

Until...

He got to DRIVE IT.  I asked our landscaper if he would give the boys a ride.  I thought a quick 2 second ride if they didn't touch anything - you know - liability reasons.  Well, he put them to work.  They were picking up dirt, and driving it to the backyard and dumping it.  He let them drive it and control it all my themselves.  They each got a turn for like 10 minutes. 

Now to OUR Christmas.  Our backyard was not much to speak of.  A completely broken sprinkler system, just weeds and dirt, and to top it ALL off broken glass everywhere.  We didn't know about the glass when we bought the house - but once the grass started dying it appeared.  It seems as though our previous owners shot off fireworks in vases - or shot at glass bottles - we are not sure - but it was everywhere - and about 4 - 6 inches deep.

Don't let the green fool you - they are weeds.  So after a year of "we can/will do this ourselves" we wised up and realized this was way above our ability, knowledge, and time to finish this on our own.  I NEEDED a backyard that the kids could play in (after all that was the number 1 reason we bought a house... to get a backyard.)

We hired Hallmark Landscapers and they did a wonderful job.  I was a little sceptical and bummed to be hiring out.  Jason comes from a VERY STRONG tradition of do-it-your-selfers and my family has rarely, if ever, hired manual labor out.  To be honest, I was a little embarrassed.  Especially with the year we had.  But after watching the process it was the BEST decision we have ever made.  I watched these professional men in my backyard work for hours and hours on end - with fancy equipment and the know how of what to do.  I realized what took 5 - 6 men 2 full days to do - would have taken Jason every single Saturday this whole summer.  Not to mention a million trips to Lowes, endless frustration, thousands of google searches, countless phone calls to his dad, and favors galore. 

Watching these men work I had an epiphany.  Jason leaves our family everyday to work for us - to make money.  And now we have used some of that money to allow him to spend what precious time he has home with us.  Now our Saturdays can be spent at the Zoo, the pool, or in our new wonderful backyard.  I couldn't think of a better way to spend our money. 

Plus our landscapers were wonderful.  I was nervous about having these men in my backyard while I was home alone with the kids.  Especially since I knew my boys would be so interested in what they were doing, and would want to be involved.  But they were so great to deal with and were awesome with my kids (obviously from the tractor pictures).  I am grateful our first real purchase on upgrading our home was a positive one.

bla, bla, bla.... lets cut to the chase.
The reveal...
Isn't she beautiful?  We seriously just stand and look at it and smile. 

I imagine a swing set here.  I have been searching for one on KSL or Craigslist - last summer I saw a lot of "if you come take it apart it is yours..."  So I am in the market for one of those.  I saw a few earlier in the spring, but not since... just my luck.
And a patio table and chairs here.  Nothing fancy - just plastic - maybe one nice padded chair that I can sit in while I hold the baby.  We already have an umbrella and stand. 

Can they tell?

Can they tell that I have been counting down the minutes until nap time for the last 3 hours?

Do they know that every time that I smiled and said, "that is so silly" I rolled my eyes as I turned around?

Can they tell that I am on pins and needles, gritting my teeth and clutching my fists as I try not to yell because they really are just acting their age?  But truth is - it is SO annoying?

Is it misleading to let them think I am so nice by letting them watch Barney at 12:30 when in reality I just wanted to lay on the couch unbothered for 30 minutes?

Despite my annoyance and attitude today (who knows why?  hormones, weather, tired...) my boys have been all smiles, laughter, giggles, and overall silliness, and as I put Noah down for his nap he wrapped his arms around me tight and said, "I love you mom".

Guilt overcame me because today was not one of my best days, which led me to wonder... could they tell?

Monday, May 16, 2011

Today

You know those days where you don't stop.  Today was one of those days.  Most my days are usually pretty busy - but today for some strange reason I decided to jam pack it.  Unfortunately it wasn't with anything grand - it seems my to do list didn't really get any smaller.  They are all just "revolving" chores - the ones that as soon as they get scratched off the top of the list get added right back on to the bottom of the list. 

Today I:
  • Woke up at 6 and went walking
  • Did the usual morning thing - everyone ready, everyone fed, everyone cleaned, everyone dressed and ready
  • Cut the boy's hair
  • Did my Monday deep clean - but with the kids home
  • After Megan woke up we went to the grocery store and to the library
  • lunch and naps
  • Made a bazillion phone calls about: painting, landscaping, craigslist and KSL stuff, ward calling stuff, doctor and insurance stuff (did not even get through half my phone call list)
  • Read books we got from library
  • Made dinner
  • Washed all the bedding and towels in the house and put them all back together
  • Did all the laundry and put it away
  • My children were HORRIBLE between the hours of 6 and 8 - Jason was out working in the yard - Megan I think screamed the whole time regardless of what I did and all Brock and Noah wanted to do was read the library book and NOBODY wanted to eat the wonderful dinner I made (Chicken Cordon Blue, stuffing, and asparagus)
  • As soon as everyone was asleep I had a huge mess of a house to clean... again
  • And now I am about to begin ironing Jason's work clothes while I watch The Good Wife
Even while I write this post I can't decide if I feel good about my day or wish I would have bagged it all and spent my day at the park with my kids.

Update:
*Dang - I published this post and then went to my blog to see how it looked.  I realized from my "grand list of daily things" - one blaring thing was not on the list.  FHE.  I guess I failed on that one.  It was planned earlier in the day - but never carried out.  For a little redemption I did my scripture study and we read as a family.

Friday, May 13, 2011

Favorite time of year... Favorite place

My cousin, Sarah, got married last week in the Salt Lake Temple.  Temple Square is probably one of, or IS, my favorite place in the whole world.  And it is beautiful this time of year.  What a time and place to get married.
 Sarah and Jordan were so cute.  Oh to be young and in love...  Um... I actually still feel their same age and place in life, is that weird??

Anyways I, of course, had to take pictures with my kids with the beautiful flowers.  They were not really in the mood - but that didn't keep me from trying. 




 Oh - it was just so beautiful and peaceful - temple square is like heaven on earth - especially when you have your kids with you.  The kids love all the places to climb on and the water fountains and the rivers.  We could have spent all day there.

Megan loved the stairs up to the temple doors.




Some days are just perfect... this was one of those days.  Nothing like an eternal marriage surrounded by tulips and the sound of my children playing.

By the way one of my friends had a great post.  I cried for a good 30 minutes after I read it.  So if you want to be sad about your children growing up.  You should click here.

Monday, May 9, 2011

Corinne came to town

Corrine is a good friend of mine from high school - her and her husband (Dan) also lived in our apartment complex in Provo - fun times!  They moved to Seattle shortly after they had their little girl.  Her brother got married last week - so I got the benefit of some fun outings and the company of Corrine.  

 Well... truth is Corinne is Jason's friend.  Corinne and Jason were in the same ward growing up and were best friends through Jr. High (there was some young romance for a little while - ooh-la-la).  When Jason and I became friends and started dating I got to know Corinne, and learned she was an invaluable resource to understanding this complicated boyfriend I had.  I commandeered their friendship and now Corinne and I are really good friends - one of my best.  Jason and her are still good friends - although the romance has faded :) 
We went to Discovery Gateway and the Gateway fountains and met Jason on his lunch break.
 Corinne and I are both pregnant with girls.  Due about the same time!

On another day we went to Wheeler Farm.
 My boys found a tractor and stood there and watched it until I had to DRAG them away.  They are obsessed.

 Then Noah found a tractor to sit on.

We spent the rest of the afternoon throwing rocks into a river.  I love summer!  Such simple joys.





 Megan is turning into a little spit fire - my hardest child for sure by far.  I have a picture of Brock and Noah at this age just sitting on the bank of a river throwing rocks.  They never tried to get in - just happily sat and threw the rocks.  We would attend sporting events and they would sit on my lap and watch the game - or quietly play around me when their attention span ended.  This little girl... not so much.  She HAD to get in the water.  We went to my cousin's baseball game... she screamed almost the whole time - she just wanted to be on the field.  After some contemplation I have decided to give her more freedom and let her make some of her own choices.  She wanted to get in the river... so in the river she went.  After a about a minute, she decided she didn't like it.  Problem solved.  If you know me as a mom, you know that I am a pretty laxed parent, I like to give my kids more freedom and tend to trust them before I get involved.


She sure is cute though.

Tulip Festival

We went to Thanksgiving Point's Tulip Festival last week.  Tulips are my favorite flower.  Sad they only last a month or so.  We went with the Curren's and the Hewards.  We had a great time.  It was wonderful weather and the children were all well behaved.



 The boys could have stayed here all day throwing rocks into the pond.


 Rachel Curren and Corinne Braley.  Corinne's mom - Heather - had her baby just a few days before, so we took Corinne for her.

 More water to throw rocks into.
I love these boys - they are the best brothers in the whole world.